Look after my heart, I've left it with you

2010-09-08T13:30:00.000-07:00

THINGS TO DO IN THE NEAR FUTURE:

- play hopscotch with my my sweetboy.

- go on a picnic

- get my hair cut

-get my hair colored

- sleep in later then 9 a.m.

- take a walk in the park with my sweetboy.

- lay under the starts again

- dance in the rain with my sweetboy.

- go see Easy A

- eat at Panera

- take my last test to get my license

- give my sweetboy a big hug and a lovely kiss.

San Antonio trip with Cameron.

2010-07-25T18:41:00.000-07:00

Last weekend Camerons parents took us to San Antonio for a vacation. We went to this wild life park thing, where you drive around and feed the animals...which was really fun! Then of course we went to the River Walk and had dinner, walked around and just hung out. Finally we went to Sea World!!! :] that was my very favorite part!Me and Cam going to the shops. And make a face.

Cam being sweet with the baby goat :]

This baby goat wanted to eat not only the little food things, but the bag also. It was so cute!

love him♥

ZEBRA

:] so cute!

Llamas. Stinky things.

"that water is green because the poop in it, you know just like Scotts pond."

Scariest thing.

Just a little tiny baby!

This one loved Cam

Very first one to feed.

".....other wildlife."(meaning Cameron)

thought this sign was funny.

Sea World time!!

Shamu!

Adorable Dolphins

At a show!

Feeding time!

Oh how i love the dolphins.

This trip was sooo much fun! :] Cant wait to go again.

I love you ♥

Camerons Rangers game

2010-07-19T18:52:00.000-07:00

For Camerons birthday, we went to a Rangers game. It was my first baseball game. I wasnt to sure what was going to happen or how things were going to work. But ending up having an awesome time!! And we have been to a bunch more games since.

Before the game!

haha the random people sitting on the very top.

Love him ♥

EAT CHIKIN!!

And make a face :]

oh i love rangers games with my lovely Cam!!

i love you

FarmVille

2010-05-01T10:44:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Facebook,

I would greatly appreciate it if you would make farmville work all the time. My screen has been stuck like this for about a half hour. I just want to plant my garden. I am addicted to farming and I love it! So please make it work!! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!! Thank you Mr. Facebook!

Love,

Amber!

Dear you

2010-03-11T16:15:00.000-08:00

Dear boyfriend,

Will you dance with me in the rain?
Will you kiss me in the rain?
Will you love me for always?
Will you always be good to me?
Will you keep me safe in a storm?
Will you comfort me when I'm sad?
Will you play Mario with me on Sunday afternoons?
Will you take naps with me when I'm tired?
Will you go swimming with me in the summer?
Will you take me to the movies?
Will you eat Panera with me?
Will you let me do your hair?
Will you let me love you forever and always?
Will you always make me happy?
Will you paint my toenails?
Will you style my hair?
Will you leave cute notes in my lunch box?
Will you come and see me when I miss you?
Will you sing to me in the mornings?
Will you always make me happy?
Will you just keep being you?!

*BECAUSE I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

I love you...duh!

oh thank goodness!!

2010-02-28T16:36:00.000-08:00

I was reading a blog of a girl who i used to go to school with, and her posts were talking about her relationship problems and things of that nature. And It just made me so grateful for Cameron and that he treats me well!! Ya we have our little "fights" here and there. But for the most part it is wonderful! He doesn't abuse me, he doesn't do drugs or party, he doesn't look at other girls the way he looks at me,...etc. He is just really good to me and I am so thankful that I am blessed with an awesome boyfriend! I love you Cam! Thank you for be wonderful and treating me amazingly!

Love,

Amber

Ethnic much!

2010-02-28T15:58:00.000-08:00

At school we were learning how to do hair extentions and wigs. So I had one of my friends put some microbraids in my hair! They were pretty flippin sweet...even though they did start to hurt and itch after a day. ha!

When I came home and showed the family, dad told me to "get over here with your ethnic self!!"

PRETTY FUNNY STUFF!!

My flippin sweet microbraids!!

Mom, the stylist?!?

2010-02-22T17:40:00.000-08:00

I needed my hair colored about a month and a half ago, and mom was the lucky one who got to color my hair!! Lucky her! It was very interesting. Fun though. It turned out very nicely, no mess made in my hair, my hair didn't look a hot mess, it was pretty good actually!

She told me she was NEVER doing that again, she didn't like doing it. But was willing to help me out!

Thanks Stef

Me, in all my beauty!
Hairstylist Stef

The new nail!

2010-02-22T17:12:00.001-08:00

As most of you most def know, i have a NASTY toe. It is horrible. There is no nail, well there is half of one, but its not very pretty at all.

So Cameron and me were getting our pictures done, I had to make myself a fake nail. So i took my flippin sweet nail skills and made a beautiful nail out of acrylic, then polished it!

It kind of started hurting after awhile, since my toe wasn't used to a nail being there. And then it eventually broke off. It was cute while it lasted!!

Here are some pictures of the lovely toe nail!!Can you tell which is real and which is fake?!?!
My lovely nail!!

yay for fake nails!!

ROCKIN THAT FAKE NAIL

SNOW SNOW SNOW!!!

2010-02-14T14:59:00.000-08:00

The snow was fun and all, got soaked, had fun, and got tackled by the lovely Cam. I would appreciate it weather women if you would make it snow more often. Please and thank you!

I love playing in the snow =], even though I came inside real fast.
I even got to miss school because of the beautiful, pure snow! Ahh my beautiful Sadie boo got a little cold, so I put one of my sweaters on her.

Snow Day 1

Snow Day 2

=] love you!

Cameron chased me with that big huge snow ball...he eventually got me.

One Year Pictures

2010-02-11T18:36:00.000-08:00

Me and Cameron have been dating for one year! wow!!! We have hardly had our pictures taken, so I told my mom she HAS to take our pictures....so we finally got them done!
It was BUTT CRACK COLD OUTSIDE.and going that little misting thing... But we got the pictures done and they turned out SO CUTE!!

Well here are a few of my very favorite from my mom's set of pictures.

Oh you silly boy!

2010-02-08T18:54:00.000-08:00

As most of you know, Cameron is a big goof ball. He has a cheesey, loveable personality. Not to mention the most dorkest sense of humor. But I love it. Anyways, this brings me to the reason for this blog. I just wanted to share the cute little thing he said to me today.

Well this is my lovely Cameron who I love dearly.

Isn't he just so HOT!! ahhhh.

Ok anyways back to my Cam quote.

So let me just tell you how this started....He told me he was feeling happy. So of course I asked why, because earlier he was sad...anywho. He goes..." Cuz you are in my life and everyday you light up my world..like the Fourth of July." BUAHHHHAHAHA!! that most def made my day! I love when he says cute little things like that...the things most girls my age would find cheesey and stupid! I find them adorable and funny! =]

Thank you Cam for making my day!! I love you!

January 10, 2010

2010-01-27T17:11:00.000-08:00

All of the youth at the baptism

The tenth of January in the year two-thousand and ten marks a glorious day. Cameron Forest Holley FINALLY got baptized into The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. It has been a long road coming, and I have only been involved for about a year, but now that it has finally come down to the wire...it was a wonderful evening. There were so many people there. It was like a sacrament meeting...almost about 125 people there!!!

He decided one Sunday afternoon in December that he was going to finally ask his parents again if he could get baptized. He has been coming to church for a long time. His best friend Scottie is Mormon also, so Cam had been going with him. Scottie planted that seed and I just helped nourish it!! It also helped that he got to go with the youth this past summer to Nauvoo and see church history. That helped his testimony start and grow.

I was so extremely happy that he finally broke down and decided to get baptized. And I am also grateful that his parents were so willing to let him join the Church.

The actual baptism was so so wonderful. The spirit was so strong. Patty Meager gave a great talk about baptism and explained it very nicely. I sang "The Makers Touch" by Jenny Phillips, that was hard to sing, made the worst mistake ever...looked down at Cameron with his bright red face and watery eyes. Ya you can imagine how the rest of my song went. Anyways. after my song, my mom gave a talk on the holy ghost which of course was great...she is such a great talk giver. ha! Brother Kelly welcomced Cameron into the ward. His is going to be going to the Kaufman ward. Bishop Morales from Dallas tenth ward spoke to us a little bit about what he felt and how happy his is that Cameron made the choice to get baptized. Bishop Morales said that "...angels came down and were at the baptism and were so pleased with his decision....." I am not sure if that is the exact quote, but that is basically what he said. Which the spirit was amazingly strong when he was speaking.

Here are some pictures from the night.Before the baptism

Best FriendsMe and Cameron.
i really love this picture a lot. He came over and gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek. It just looks so cute. i love it.
Cameron, His parents and ScottCameron and Scott Holley's and Meager

Cameron with the Elders

My lovely Cam
All in all it was a wonderful night. Thanks Jenni for taking the pictures. Thanks to everyone who attending the baptism, you really made the night special. I am so proud of you Cameron, i love you!

Oh Dad

2010-01-25T18:54:00.000-08:00

This is my dad: And in case you dont know him, or if you do know him and dont understand him(which alot of people dont), He is a big dork!! His sense of humor is beyond lame. BUT....you have to love it. It is so lame that eventually you will have to laugh at it whether you think its funny or not. He will literally take anything(he hears on tv, someone says, something someone does, ANYTHING) and make a "funny" out of it. Alot of times they are dorky and lame, but I love his jokes. Well since I have ranted and raved about him, let me share a few of his "funnies" with you.

"Who let those dogs out, IDK its a never ending question that will never get answered."

This is Sadie boo, totally hating us for putting her in that shirt, THEN taking a picture of her.

Now with this one, i have to explain it. Sadie is our family "dog". She isn't very dog-like. But you get the picture.Well there is this Sonic commercial and these people are on a "date" at Sonic and they are talking about the great prices, well the man says something to the lady and she goes "well i think yo crazya" so that saying is famous in our house. So this is just a little one way conversation that dad was having with the dog:

"Sadie, your crazy. Do it with me now dog, take your paw and go like this, yo crazy(pointing two fingers at her in a fast, swing motion) Come on Sadie, just take your paw...the nasty one and go like this yo crazy(as dad is acting like he has a nasty paw, having his hand held down like a dead hand to make a paw.) Ugh dumb Sadie, you never listen to me."
Of course Sadie just looked at him like he was stupid, but as I layed on the couch half asleep I thought that was so funny and so silly of him that I just couldnt stop laughing to myself.

One night Cameron was over and it was just Me, Cam and dad at the house. We were all just hanging in the kitchen eating probably, DUH, and dad is over at the sink. There just so happens to be this can of greese....eww. He stands there for a minute, smells it and goes "Eww this smells like poop, I will put it in the freezer." WHAT THE CRAP!! you big weirdo!! why would you put something smelling like poop in the freezer, me and cameron thought that was pretty funny!!

For Christams Santa always puts these hersey chocolate Santa's in our stockings. Well there were some extra laying around the house. Dad went and found them for me and him. He is standing by the trash can, opening his chocolate Santa when I hear "Oh hi little Santa, Im going to bit your head off." (BIG BITE) poor little Santa

Everyone knows that song Fireflies by Owl City. Well dad can never remember the name of that song. So one day, we are driving somewhere and he goes: "hey isn't this that mesquito song??" "umm no dad its fireflies." "oh...ok then" So from then on I randomly will get a text saying "the dragonfly song is on" or the famous "the ladybug song" ahhh such a dork.

One sunday afternoon, I had just got woken up from a nap...by *cough cough* Cameron. And I was kind of in a weird mood, and everything he did I would say "ugh why do you hate me." Well we went down stairs to watch some tv, eat, and play video games. And Cameron did something to the extent of "hating me" and I said my phrase "why do you hate me" and dad replied with "because you are breathing all my air ugh" lol silly David.

There are plenty, plenty more but it would take a billion years to blog them all.

UP COMING BLOGS:

2010-01-25T18:49:00.000-08:00

-Cameron's baptism
-New hair
-I NEED CLIENTS
-Funny quotes from the father (these wont be funny unless you appreciate Dads sense of humor)

Stars game for New Years Eve!!

2010-01-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

As our BIG family Christmas present from my parents, we all got to go to the Stars game last night! It was so much fun! Some of those people were a trip!! It was a really good game...a few fights, lots and lost of smashing into the glass. It was great. Not only was the game just good, but at the beginning there was this KILLER band that was playing, and of course I cant remember their name now...but they were flippin sweet. I want there cd to put on my iPod. I thought the man was going to die, he was screamo-ing so much. Ok OK they weren't good at all. lol. They were funny to watch though.
Anyways...the game was good, they won!! WOOOHOOOO!!!
But throughout the game, there were a few fights, pretty good ones at that. Hunter got bored, and started taking pictures of everything and everyone. Not to mention he was taking pictures of himself making faces. The are pretty entertaining.
Here are some pictures from the lovely game David took us all to!
Family laughing at who knows what Aww me.
Me and Hunter baby

SOME DAY I WILL GET TO RIDE ON THE ZAMBONIE

A beautiful face of Hunter

I miss these times.

2009-11-08T19:36:00.000-08:00

It has been about forever since we have done this. I miss it dearly!!!

i love you two!

FINALLY!!!

2009-10-26T18:39:00.001-07:00

So I know it is late, but I started school October 12th, at Regency Beauty Institute in Mesquite, Tx.

I am really enjoying school. I am learning so many different things from different people. I can not wait to be able to finally work on clients.

Of course, my family is getting the ultimate treatment, since I come home and practice on them. Or this week, for my practical exam I have to have a client, so mom is going to come get a free manicure and facial! =] yay for mom! She deserves it!

I can't wait till I learn hair cut and color! That is going to be the more fun stuff!! yay!!

=] thank you to all who have helped me and who are continuing to help me! Great things will for sure come to you!

Oh school!!!

2009-10-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

In school this week we are learning manicures, pedicures, acrylic nails and I think facials. So i decided to bring my new learned skills home with me. I did a manicure on dad and Taylor. But I only have pictures of dad getting his nails done.

Of course he wouldn't let me do any polish, but he did get a nice hand/ arm massage!

I think I am going to enjoy giving manicures!

Double the fun!

2009-10-26T18:19:00.000-07:00

October 11th, as you all know, that it was my birthday...and also me and Cameron's 8 month mark of being together! Hints the name DOUBLE THE FUN!! =]

He took me to Salt Grass...oh so yummy!

While we were sitting in the parking lot of Salt Grass, listening to one of the best songs ever, Cameron pulled out a little white box (of course from Zale's =]) He opened the box, and out came a BEAUTIFUL white sapphire ring!!!

Oh my gosh! Isn't it just so gorgeous. It was so unlike me but yes, yes I did just so happen to cry!! Oh and by the way...look at my lovely manicure I got today at school!! ha (random side note).

Jake said my hand looks fake in this picture! Thank you Cameron. I love you so much sweetums! =]

Partial Birthday blog

2009-10-20T19:31:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, Oct 11, 2009 marked a very special day for me!! i finally turned 18. AHHH i am an adult now. how flippin weird!
Well my parents took me out to Johnny Carino's on Friday night, since Cameron took me out on Saturday and my birthday was on a Sunday! Anyways. Carino's was oh so yummy! loved it!
Cameron took me to Salt Grass! yummmm!!! =] Cameron has a whole blog to himself...(coming soon!)

My family got me a snuggie! most def one of the most amazing things ever made! and my great aunts Cinderella bracelet. Its beautiful and i love it!

Don't have a picture of my bracelet yet. (been busy with school, haven't gotten around to it. ha)

Carlie made me this awesome coloring book that has pictures of me and her turned black and white! omg its the best thing ever! so personalized!!! =]

(ha that will have to be another blog, dont have pictures of that either.)

Thank you for all the birthday wishes and gifts/cards! =] You sure did make it special!

So far behind!

2009-10-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

Well, lets state the facts here, I NEED to blog. I have so many things that I need to share with everyone, but not enough time in the day!
Here is my list of things to eventually look forward to reading:
-Birthday
-8 months
-First day of school
-Random things at school

I think that's it for now!

Well whenever I get a spare moment longer then 5 mins...I'll blog for real!

~love you!~

Oh how my family cracks me up!!

2009-09-30T16:45:00.000-07:00

This is me and Jake!

This is me and my lovely dad!!

The other day before church, my lovely dad and brother Jake were talking about Lady Gaga and how "IT" is a hermaphadite. Well I'm guessing dad didn't remember the right word. So this is how our conversation went down.

Random talking about Lady Gaga:

"Isn't Lady Gaga a hermorphadite??" -Dad

" umm dad what is a hermorphadite?, I thought it was hermaphadite" -Jake

"Hey dad, hmm what is "IT" going to morph into??"- Me

"I don't know, maybe one day it will be a boy and the next it will be a girl."-Dad

"uhhh dad, its hermaphadite, not hermorphadite." -Jake

"Hermorphadite, hermaphadite whatever...its the same thing." -Dad

A little while later..... "dad, whats a hermaphadite???" -Taylor

ahhhhhhh never did that question get answered!!! buahhhhhh!!

Oh how I just love this wonderful Sunday morning...before church conversations!!

Dear friends and family:

2009-09-08T15:13:00.000-07:00

I have so exciting news to share with all of you. As you know, I've graduated..finally high schools is over...its been over, for a few months now. Its just that I've decided what I'm going to do now! As most of you know, I want to do hair....always have! That is my passion...hair, make up...whatever! I love feeling beautiful, and I love helping others feel that way also. So I've finally decided to "grow-up" and get going on school. It took me a little while actually accepting the fact that I need to decided fast on what I want and what I need to do. Friday at 10 a.m. marks the day that I will be enrolling in Regency Beauty Institute in Mesquite, TX. I will be starting classes on October 12, 2009...yes that is in fact the day after my birthday! I'm extremely excited to be finally able to get the courage up enough to go to school! I have no idea why I'm so weird and couldn't find the mental strength to go to school. But I've found it and I'm going to finally start working on my dream to be a Cosmetologist! Thank you to those who have helped and encouraged me! You are wonderful!
Sincerely,
Amber!

I made a HUGE change today.

2009-08-25T21:10:00.000-07:00

Today, at 2:30 pm on this lovely Tuesday, i decided to cut my hair. Yes CUT it. I already had my hair appointment, and as I was getting ready to leave for my appointment, I was going to make a huge change. I had my hair lady, Shannon, cut about 3 inches off of my hair. Yes about 3 inches. AHHHH. It is super cute and I am glad I decided to make this change. =]
Before! yes I did like my medium lengthed hair...but my ends were so dead, they needed some help!!

After! I know its really short. But I love it!!

Bippity, Boppity, Boo!

2009-08-18T21:04:00.000-07:00

Tonight at Cameron's, his little sister Caitlyn was making this disappear magic trick. She is a magician..dontcha know! She had been making things magically disappear for about 10-15 mins. Then she decided it was time to make Cameron disappear. It was the funniest thing ever! So Cameron disappeared...to behind the couch. No one knows how he got there! Then it was my lucky turn to go disappear. I had to sit on the stool and she put a blanket over my head and swung her pen wand at me and BOP I was gone! I magically appeared behind the couch also. Then she made me reappear. Gosh, she is such a good little magician. I wish I could be as good as her. Ahh.

Starting the magic trick to make me disappear.

During the trick...right before I was to disappear.

After I disappeared behind the couch!

Im so glad i was able to reappear though, I would have missed everyone so dearly!

You got me what?!

2009-08-11T21:07:00.000-07:00

For our six months, Cameron and I hung out at my house for a little bit. He gave me my surprise and a cute little love note! The love note was cute, as always, but the surprise was absolutely amazing. It is gorgeous. Here is a picture of my lovely necklace Cameron got me.(with the hook up from his dad...who is the manager at a Zales store!)

Thank you so much Cameron, I love the necklace...its gorgeous. I hope you liked your surprises.

Cameron Forest

2009-08-10T16:54:00.000-07:00

Today is the marking point that Cameron and I have been together for 6 months! These past 6 months have been some of the best ones. I'm so glad that I have an amazing boyfriend who respects me and my standards. He doesn't try pressuring me into doing things that I don't want to do. He has helped me be able to grow within the gospel, since he always has questions.(not like that's a bad thing!) He is such a good sport: always watching Disney movies and coloring with me, listening to my super lame jokes, laughing with me when I do something stupid, comforting me when I need it, watching chick flicks with me...(and not complaining) and not being embarrassed with me when I play dress-up at the mall! Thank you Cameron for being such a great sport and always being a great boyfriend! I couldn't ask for a greater guy then you!!

At my graduation party!
Just hanging out, being goof balls (as usual!)
Fact: we started dating about a week after this picture!

Happy 6 months Cameron! I love you. Thank you for everything! =]

Can we say hair dying party!!

2009-08-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

Jake is such a good sport when it comes to me wanting to do something most guys wouldn't go for. A few weeks ago, me and Carlie dyed Jake's hair PINK! He now has pink sections in his hair. Its faded a lot, but it looked really cool when we first did it!
Jake, deap in thought. ("Why did i let them do this to me?!")
In the process of dying his lovely hair
At least its better then the orange he had before!

NEW MOON

2009-07-31T22:46:00.000-07:00

As i was just looking around at one of my new favorite band's website, i found that he is doing a song for New Moon. The movie comes out the Twentieth of November Two-thousand and nine. This song is absolutely amazing. I cant wait for New Moon to come out. I most definitely be there at midnight...again!

SECRETS IN STEREO WRITES A SONG FOR NEW MOON – EPISODE 6

Goodbye You Lovely Reminders

2009-07-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

So I've decided, its time for me to paint and do something productive to my room. I love having my Young Women hand outs on my wall, its a great reminder of the things i need to be doing right. Well, every time i move my room around, i have to move the hand outs also. They have been moved time and time again. I'm thinking its time to take them down for good and make a book out of them. Here is what my wall looks like with my lovely reminders.
Oh how I'm going to miss you, my lovely hand outs!

I also have a lovely Jonas Brothers wall. I have clippings from a bunch of magazines of pictures of these lovely boys. I got a huge picture of them for my birthday last year. I love them, but i will also have to say goodbye to my Joe Bro's wall when i paint my room. I love you Jonas Brothers, forever and always!

I'm still going to hang my big picture of them, just not the clippings.

And for the finishing touch on my walls. I have pictures some people have colored and things people have made me on this wall. These things i will continue to keep, just not on my wall. I'm still hoping for that cork board wall I've been wanting for about 2 years now.

So mommy and daddy will you please buy me a cork board wall so i can continue to look at my lovely things my friends and family have given me! =]

From Flat to Fabulous in Seconds!

2009-07-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

So my lovely boyfriend Cameron, has been promising to buy me a Bumpit for a few months now. And before, I always kept telling my dad to buy me one. No one ever did. Which made me kind of sad. Until this glorious day. Mark this day everyone, July 22, 2009 at exactly 8:15 pm, Cameron purchased me a Bump it from Bed, Bath and Beyond. I am so excited about it! I have always wanted one, and now I have one! YES!!

I never really thought this amazing day would ever come along, but to my surprise, it has! I don't want you to get the wrong idea here, I truly love the Bumpit and will be having Volumized hair from now on!

Me and My Bumpit! =]

Oh that nasty toe!

2009-07-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

Take a journey with me back about 3 or 4 years by now, to a time when I used to have a toe nail on my big toe. I had to get the nail taken off because of bad ingrown toe nails. It was so painful and the doctor didn't give me very good pain killers, the usual Motrin from the Navy hospitals. So I was therefore left with this nasty, ugly toe that not only was an eye sore, but also a nose sore. The toe smelled so bad! So things started to, what I thought, heal up. Well, boy did i think wrong! The nail wouldn't grow back like it was supposed to. There is too much scar tissue that it cant grow straight. So about a year and a half ago, I had the nail taken off again! It wasn't as painful since it was only half the nail, not the full one. I thought that would fix it, because the foot doctor told me it was just fungi's that was making it not grow. I had my hopes up this time, that it would actually be normal! Months went by, and the same growing process was happening all over again. This time, the nail would start growing back words into my toe, since it could grow forward, do to scar tissue. So i decide, that since it was causing me such pain, why don't i pull it out myself. I did it. I pulled the nail out myself. Now ever since that one night on my couch in the game room, I have had to pull the nail out ever few months.

On Monday, it was time for the nail to come out again! So I sat down with the nail clippers and some tweezers and got that bad boy out! It didn't hurt as bad as it has in times before. But now the nasty toe is swollen and leaking who knows what kind of fluids. It is so red, that its almost black. My poor nasty toe hurts so bad.

Mother dearest...PLEASE call the doctor, before they have to amputate my toe!